Significance
Who am I? I ask myself again,
who am I? I am…..Divinity, part of divinity, an actor on a stage called
Earth….a small atom evolving through various stages…..
Last few years, I had many
answers and each insight made me feel lighter. Today, I woke up to a new
thought, timelessness! There is no concept of past or future and hence no
concept of time except for the convenience to operate in this world.
I was so attached to stories
and experiences; I forgot that they were simply events for my evolution. I kept
going back making myself right and re-living the hurt to validate my thinking.
And from thereon, the mind kept building images and conclusions for life ahead.
Recently, I was becoming more
aware of the implication of such thinking. This was feeding my need for
significance. And to feed it further, I kept pushing the Universe to affirm,
acknowledge, change for my happiness. Did it work, absolutely not!
So what exactly is
significant? Just the moment we are living in now. A river flows and merges
into the ocean, it knows its destination and it does not get attached to the
path. Our significance is determined by how we act and whom we impact, as we
stay committed to our destination. Living our best and doing our best in that
moment shapes the next moment and hence, shapes life.